My Detransition (ftmtf) – a few thoughts

hello:) I made a video in which I talk a bit about my changing point of view in regards to my detransition and transition. There happend a lot in the last few weeks of my life and I began to see things a bit more optimistic. I still am scared about everything and it still is not quite easy to accept myself, my past and the journey I am curently on, but things seem to improve. I want to be more confident with the body I created. I want to find peace within myself. I want to stop being scared about what people might think about me and the decitions I already made in life. I want to continue my detransition without a rush and the need to convince anyone of anything. There can be oportunities in struggles like these, I believe today.